Toiling in fear Sifting gigabytes Terabytes To witness one event Ah Ha! I got them now! I witnessed that one; I proclaim with pride The fact they hide No! No! Their ears are swollen shut Persuasive and pervasive Chanting at me No! No! How have I become a demon? Can we never see... The program … Continue reading Calluses Quell The Tears →

What is the virtue Of mercy and forgiveness On who will it rain? We live as gods deciding righteousness Who walks with God? I fear this even as a concept I am to stupid to know Trained by moral philosophies Ad agencies and psychologists Behaviorism, free or manipulated Everything about ourselves Do we take the … Continue reading Pretending Morality →

Individual Categorized Factionized Ideoligized Perceptualized Compromized/prioritized Factualized Recognize, Recognize, Recognized Judged "Individual" no more It's a sad story; fortunately you are your own author...

Swept away Astronaut Mind control Free for thought Take away Deaths plot Desire right Tears at night Faithful hold Seeking fold Not by choice Broken voice Don't get it wrong Veil is gone Stop the bomb Wrong is wrong

Many articles about protests and stuff in the New York Times. They make a great show of using journalistic ethics in their articles. In the articles. In the headlines. Do you notice something missing? Perspective. Logical questions. Balance. I share a lot of views/opinions with the New York Times And when I agree, it is … Continue reading NYT →

Orwell's Animal Farm Popped into my head I am not a literature smarty pants But I thought to myself "Who are the pigs?"

Earth Allowed to be wrong? 1st amendment Do we judge others As thought police Over indoctrination Who's morality are we at the whim of today? Heaven If only I were good and upright If only I could see I might plea to God . Who is free from blame? There are no road signs I … Continue reading Gobble-di-Gook →

All sides Played by a master They don't know it's rigged Fearful anticipation of crescendo Fills the heart As they sift through reality and nihilism Chess is so last century...

This blog is all about idealizing myself My thoughts, feelings, conspiracies, imaginings I am alone screaming to myself "I matter don't I?" "Do I?" And that is the rabbit hole To my depression Judging my heart All I am is mistakes Misconceptions... (Dear mom, I'm not down on myself, I'm thinking and writing, I love … Continue reading Honesty →

What if I don't think like you Are you coming for me next? Curfews are unconstitutional Riots, arson, looting, beating people in the street? There is no right side And we played the game... We are blind May God forgive us all!