This blog is all about idealizing myself My thoughts, feelings, conspiracies, imaginings I am alone screaming to myself "I matter don't I?" "Do I?" And that is the rabbit hole To my depression Judging my heart All I am is mistakes Misconceptions... (Dear mom, I'm not down on myself, I'm thinking and writing, I love … Continue reading Honesty →

What if I don't think like you Are you coming for me next? Curfews are unconstitutional Riots, arson, looting, beating people in the street? There is no right side And we played the game... We are blind May God forgive us all!

Beware Red Your bag is not had A guy down the road stopped by A trumpet of propaganda I said nothing As common knowledge differs from truth I said nothing The truth may bring war We need peace But hear we are We did nothing Give ear blue You may want to broaden your view … Continue reading Election (in dystopia) →

I stare out at space And endless possibilities They sit and wait For realities The practical side of dreamers Are the living heroes I heard the prophet say "Field mill rule, push ten" Now 3 days Dismount safely adventurers Stay well solitary solider...

I have a dream too That Mr. Musk takes all the wmd's All the nuclear, chemical, and indefensible weapons That threaten true freedom And shoots them into space It's fun to dream... My mind is defeated Theirs is no truth We call ourselves bad guys And attempt to cure ourselves They call us bad guys … Continue reading Clear The Field (dystopian dysfunction) →

Greater Cognitive Puzzle On This Planet Signals Of Virtue Remain Random Peace As Relationship Manipulation As War AI Assess Lies? All buildings require framing, beware the carpenter. If an a.i. becomes cognizant, we become (ignorantly?) their tyrant. And the world turns to question free will.... Frank and Dan "Imagine a world where Ai, algorithms, and … Continue reading Tay Aye →

Is this the one Where we send the unworthy to space To test as a tool Healing habituation And unhealthy behaviorism Or is this the one where we do gene selection Based upon personal ideals Rooting out the ancestors of thought A missing link