I have always wanted to be
Set apart from economy
In order to order the mind
Seeking truth in reality
Of our connection to spirituality
Of all the orders I see none
I have no foundation to beg from
Ultimately to give up the worldly life
Requires the support of those under godly light
In my culture I have no resume to give
At odds with self is how I currently live
If only I could let go of cyclical ties
I may see truth with my eyes
Blueprints left time after time
After time losing context
I know I must renounce
But to explain it is to complex
And without a teacher, I stay perplexed