Is it ok to have fear?
No example I see
Leads me to think
“They are coming for me”
Sold on a market
Revenge is so sweet
Except the regret
Will not be beat
Cancel every opponent
Stand all alone
My greatest mistake
Having a phone
Now up on high
Watching me why
You have the button
Leave me alone
Profit me not
All that I got
You bought and sold
“Keeps me searching for a heart of gold”
I am getting old
But no wiser
My dad said no to sharing the beer
Frogs on a porch
Croaking with cheer
Maybe it’s a show
There is nothing to fear?
I’m writing write here
Comfort me dear…
Relatively
I’m like a kid
Just making space for realities
That’s what we did
Now who’s the big kid?
Whatch what they did.
I rhyme for fun with the word “id”
Saw for not, now do what they did
Another big kid pushing again
No size fits the bill
I did what was told
Let me survive
I’ll scrape up the mold
Bold is as bold as it’s purpose
I have no cents
Or internalized spell check device
I’m not a system for exploit
Among a mainframe
Although; I lack the parameters to express the truth
So I share that in common with a system, I suppose
What is my willingness to out-perform my function?
Input = truth
Without it, I cannot perform within my standard parameters
I’m not pocketing change
An error of spelling
I’m seeking sense
(Lol, I wonder even if my words are sensical)
After all, my understanding has been limited
And not at all eco-friendly
But, um, how could I have known any better? No one seemed to ever change their behavior
And I’m the worst
(No it’s not me being down on myself mom. It is that the social, economic, blah blah blah product of a larger environment outside of any control because of the context within our ideas and ideology blah blah blah I’m not even smart enough to explain myself, but I’m trying to scrape up an education in whatever I’m able blah blah blah psychology patterns context context how mailable are all the we?)
Relativity that was the kick
You had hicks
And… (a word no one says anymore because people are always fighting, and no one wants to harm anyone anyway, but it was a clever rhyme.)
But it shows how divided
misunderstanding incited
Keeping brothers at bay
My privilege bay way
Locals know what I say
Evident through basis of play
(Do I ruin writing with references only I understand?)
(Like social relationships?)
I’m delicate
That’s hard to say
Pain existing breaks me each day
Violence is never the way
If I’m not right
At least I think what I say
Am I to be taken away?
A thought criminal…
Without understanding of crime
Or a plain ol’ victim?
Played by the mime…